I let go and gave away all my senses The rush feels like a wave of cold feet at the altar Waiting to sit back and soak the moment Knowing that soon one day I'll have an answer I think I'll lay and let the flowers grow To soon become a part of me Returning to a state I'll never know Somewhere deep inside of me Shut out light and awareness I will try another day to resent this Rush into a fight against the absolute Waiting to sit back and loathe the moment Soon I'll have an answer I think I'll lay and let the flowers grow To soon become a part of me Returning to a state I'll never know I hope to leave a part of me I think I'll lay and let the flowers grow To soon become a part of me Returning to a state I'll never know Somewhere deep inside of me Shut out light and awareness The dust around me crawls up to claim its host Pairs of astral eyes a step to divide my purpose This fear and loathing found