I sat myself down to cry today It's like a weekly ritual Got it all scheduled, date and a time Wouldn't want not to be frugal Even the strongest glass can break And some hurt you get used to Rinse and repeat, easier to heal The more I pull myself through I can be hard on myself But only for my mental health I'm not quite where I used to be But I'm trying relentlessly Sometimes life can feel like it's forever and ever You can be hurting baby, but don't let it show Come on try for me, cry for me, keep it together Make it look easy baby, 'cause you're on your own Oh, my, my, my Am I me or my mind? Am I broke by design? Am I wasting my time? Come on try for me, fight for me, keep getting better Nothing's forever baby, look how you've grown, grown, grown I paint the sadness with a smile Letting the pain drip behind me Ignore my physique and chronic fatigue And everything else off about me Then I'll make myself into an island And call it a brain break Whatever I like is what I prescribe See you in three to five working days I stitch up all my wounds I got myself into this mess So I must be the one to fix me Do I make it look easy? Yes Sometimes life can feel like it's forever and ever You can be hurting baby, but don't let it show Come on try for me, cry for me, keep it together Make it look easy baby, 'cause you're on your own Oh, my, my, my Am I me or my mind? Am I broke by design? Am I wasting my time? Come on try for me, fight for me, keep getting better Nothing's forever baby, look how you've grown, grown, grown Look how you've grown Look how you've grown Look how you've grown Look how you've grown Look how you've grown Look how you've grown, grown, grown Look how you've grown Look how you've grown Look how you've grown Nothing's forever baby Look how you've grown, grown, grown Look how you've grown Look how you've grown Look how you've grown Look how you've grown Look how you've grown Look how you've grown, grown, grown