I'm the youngest that I'll ever be And the thought of that will always freak me out Such a far cry away from seventeen That girl I knew got lost somewhere somehow I'm on my third reincarnation Expectations really beat me down Will anyone who listened then Still give a damn and listen to me now? I've smashed every mirror that I’ve got I'll take the twenty years bad luck I've pushed and pulled my stomach down Like losing weight would sort me out I've dyed my hair then cut it off I've played the pop star that I'm not I've tried hard not to hate myself Some things in life you just can’t help I've struggled with self-confidence Am I still fucking relevant? The years are rushing me away 'Cause youth will triumph over grace I've loved and lost, then lost my mind I tell myself I'm out of time I'm scared I've crossed the finish line Now I'm on the wrong side of twenty five Hi, G I don't know what you're going through right now But I'm here for you, please talk I love you Back living with my mum and dad The world has put me on my ass again And this might be a little much But I've not had sex for eighteen months, God damn I've smoked just enough to choke my lungs My voice ain't quite what it once was I've cried under the fireworks When New Year's took my new found love I've given my friends therapy Ironic, 'cause I've never been And God knows that I probably should If I wasn't broke, I probably would And dating is a mystery I wish someone would solve for me I curse these boys and blame it on them Fucked if really I'm the problem Is it time to face the music? Thirty hits and then you lose it Scared I've crossed the finish line Now I'm on the wrong side of twenty five