maybe someday i'll find my soul maybe sometimes i'm out of control i lost my fear and all my dignity maybe god is just afraid of me i gave up everything and now i'm alone i should have listened to waht you were told although everything i had is gone i went insane from living to long now my feet are standing free facing days of unknown dreams children play the razor's blades cut thy throat life washes away why can't i why can't i fall god's afraid of me, yeah