Droppin' my friends like flies I'm so mortified I don't trust my sense of lust cause love ain't what I find Cue the voice inside Kill my fucking mind Smoke embellishes the curtains in my room at night I'm just lost in my head And I know why You don't care but I declare this love will never die I can help you isolate the fears you hide inside your brain Let it rain I know pain I know blood will always stain I know crimson isn't cute when it's the color of your veins What's a habit to a rabbit if he crawls out of his cage What's a room key to a lock if all the doors just look the same I'm so restless fill my chest with smoke and cyanide and shame All my limbs work on a whim so please can someone light the flame Fuck my conscience gets so nauseous every time I hear your name So you packed your bags that night Sewed up your wings to fly Repetition kept me quiet but I got so high Nothing new in my Realm I guess I'm fine That's a lie That's a lie That's a fucking lie How do you sleep at night?