Transfixed on a fraction of time My zen veiled but demystified You'd trade suffering to watch him fade away Should I feel such hatred? I've prayed you die beyond a thousand times But now I pray that you live it forever The more I fantasies The more I feel confined Then the more I hate and the more I bleed I've bled All I see is red I think I've waited for long enough To watch your facade fall down Everything that I feel inside of me Built all that I am I've prayed you die beyond a thousand times Now I pray that you'll live forever Everything I love decays to dust Built all that I am Maybe my forgiveness would sink you deeper than I ever can Now your accretion of suffering Is the only thing that you have left It won't be long until the weight of your conscience Crushes through your chest In your eyes are your notions vivid? My reminiscence will dissolve with time I couldn't take his blood on your hands But I could live with yours on mine The more I fantasies The more I feel confined Then the more I hate and the more I bleed I've bled All I see is red I think I've waited for long enough Everything that I feel inside of me Built all that I am I've prayed you die beyond a thousand times I pray that you'll live forever Everything I love decays to dust Built all that I am Maybe my forgiveness would sink you deeper than I ever can Now your accretion of suffering Is the only thing that you have left It won't be long until the weight of your conscience crushes through your chest