I wish I was free of this I see her in my dreams Wish that she wasn't there But she still haunts me and I Still feel her breath on me Still want to taste her skin But I know that would kill me No damn her, still I choke on her lies Still Reeling from her last caress her goodbye Oh how this sickens me This wretched fools affair I can't erase this from me And now it permeates And every thought I feel The anger writhes in my soul No damn her, still I feel my stomach turn Choke back hold my head high I'm strong No damn her, still I choke on her lies Not reeling I'm strong