I used to listen, I was dead But really, I yearned for love I said that I regret to my mother She didn't give up Now, it is hard to justify the way I am When you love me, it is not a love I understand I'm not sure I would change a scene I'll always live and die by chaos Facing it, fall down Are you listening? Facing it, crawl out All the tragedy If I die before my winter star, if love was not in vain Faking it always I remember when I got arrested You were the call And every lesson that you taught, I needed I love you both I hope I one day can be the way you've been When you love me it is not a love I comprehend I'm not sure I would change a thing I'll always live and die by chaos Facing it, fall down Are you listening? Facing it, crawl out All the tragedy If I die before my winter star, if love was not in vain Faking it always Faking it always Faking it always I owe you a lot of the work that I love Never be it I owe you a lot for the way that I'm not Never be I'm don't think I would change a thing I want to live and die by chaos Facing it or fall down Are you listening? Facing it or crawl out All the tragedy If I die before my winter star, if love was not in vain Faking it always