When it feels like it's something I'll miss I have to resist an affidavit of us Never say what I said when we met That's between you and me, just you and me When your birth mother passed I was there while you suffered As we breathe in the foreground, I can feel all your tears And the mirror in the background is consumed with you Faker! You'd yell as I pretend to sleep I'd smile at you playfully, those cold nights back up north And now you fear God every time you wake up I'd eat your illness just to feel us in that room again When your birth mother passed Wasn't fair how you suffered, suffered, suffered As we breathe in the foreground, I can feel all your tears And the mirror in the background is consumed with you And the fear of the silence where I once heard your voice Is the thing I obsess on, it's consuming me Now you know that I loved you I loved you I can feel all your tears And the mirror in the background is consumed The fear of the silence where I once heard your voice That's the thing, I'm obsessed, I'm obsessed I'm obsessed