Was I only here for the sunlight? Was it just my ego you fed? Were you just a stranger in my head? And why was I ever lying in your bed? Was it just the wine that I loved? Were you just my favourite drug? Did I ever see the Sun? Did I ever love anyone? I thought I loved you I thought I loved you I thought I loved you But maybe I just don't love myself Was it just the thought of a life? Was I just too high to ask why? Was I just too scared to say bye? Did I ever care to stop lying? Was it just the high that I loved? Were you just my favourite drug? Did I ever see the Sun? Did I ever love anyone? I thought I loved you I thought I loved you I thought I loved you But maybe I just don't love myself I thought I loved you I thought I loved you I thought I loved you But maybe I just don't love myself