They don't get it They don't get it They don't get it, they don't get it They will never understand I'm fighting for my life here the best that I can I think I've drowned a million times and Like a baptism I'm reborn each time so I'm really tryna trust the tide But it feels like I'm gonna die on this ride How do I know If I can't see where I'm going How do I keep trusting that I can Tell me everything's gon' be alright I know you can't Tell me you gon' be there when I get there So I I'll know that I did it If I make it through this rainstorm in the end Then the scars won't matter but right now it I'm tryna find a way to get shit together But every time that I do it just falls apart I'm like forget it I feel like I'm just playing the part But still I keep on going forward with a heavy heart And the things I'm feeling I'm ashamed to feel them And the only thing that I can do is conceal them I feel miles away from the person you need me to be And sometimes I just don't think that I can Tell me everything's gon' be alright I know you can't Tell me you gon' be there when I get there So I I'll know that I did it If I make it through this rainstorm in the end Then the scars won't matter but right now it Feels like I'm in the middle Of the biggest storm I ever seen my Heart got shot by a missile And the pieces scattered everywhere It feels like I'm in the middle Of a war I've gotta fight alone It's hurting more than a little 'Cause I'm right here in the middle