Yeah, I'm using again, it takes all that I have Bold words from an addict How can I pick myself up? I'm past the breaking point and there is no way to stop I'm giving in This is a desperate cycle The noose is closing in Vision disarray I'm tired of failing to see clear I'm tired of failing to see clear There's no way of getting even with hell beneath my skin Pulling me in and in the blink of an eye I don't feel anything There's no way of getting even with the taste of defeat Pulling me down from the gallow until my eyes turn opaque Eternal grey Desperate cycle The noose is closing in Vision disarray I'm tired of failing to see in the turmoil Losing friends, the only ones left are the spineless So you're starting out You better get the fuck behind it I'm the definition of a man that is never enough I'm past the breaking point and there is no way to stop