This is what I've become A shadow of the man I used to be A figure standing silently I fell into the darkness, it swallowed me This hell, I can't escape from I'm afraid of losing, control of myself and what I stand for I'm afraid of losing, it's all too much for me right now With fingers like a gun I cast the blame on everyone but me The ghost of my integrity It's always haunting me It won't stop haunting me I fell into the darkness, it swallowed me This hell, I can't escape from I'm afraid of losing, control of myself and what I stand for I'm afraid of losing, it's all too much for me right now