I hold my breath and count to ten And I pray when I'm done all my memory is gone 'Cause it hits still the same You always looked right through me No plan to pursue me Maybe I'm just the replacement For something that you had to chase Once you had it, I guess all the thrilling was gone Or maybe I'm just going too numb From fighting for being the one I gave you the world, but you didn't want it I chose getting hurt over being wanted I chose to stay silent and keep it inside 'Cause your world is better and bigger than mine If I could Know I would Bruise my hands from building you castles Just for you To turn around And crash them and leave them all shattered Maybe I just filled a void That somebody else has left before me And I've been trying way too hard to fit in Or maybe I'm just going insane From fighting a war I can't win I gave you the world, but you didn't want it I chose getting hurt over being wanted Oh, I chose to cry over being honest I'm living a lie 'Cause I know you couldn't care less if I died By catching a bullet just to call you mine I'd make all the stars and the planets align If only you'd ever look up at the sky And open your eyes If you said: Jump, I'd ask how high? And you'd just watch me falling If you said you're cold I'd set my world on fire again If you were a curse I would cast every spell to stay haunted I try and I jump and I fall and I burn for regret I gave you the world Oh, I gave you the world Oh, but you didn't want it