I did not mean to stand, no but sometimes I lean to see it my way there's some secrets I'll share that'choo will only make you sad cuz I know it won't show but I know for sure your pain grows and I'm sure there's no love no more next time I hope for a normal life next life I hope I do something right yeah that's what I want summertime it's been a while can't see the sun just wanna hide in my dreams I make you smile no dreams they only make me cry cuz I know it won't show but I know for sure your pain grows and I'm sure there's no love no more next time I hope for a normal life next life I hope I do something right next time I look for something that feels right cuz let me kneel on, lefting me lonely I just wanna stop and start all over again And I need all day next time I hope for a normal life next life I hope I do something right just want another life I hope for another life