How can I believe in What no one ever finds Went down the road to eden And crawled it every mile I wanna find the reason That I won't light the fire And die here from the cold I wanna know Will I ever find that feeling Or am I just dreaming I'm over the edge Through every high and low Denying that I feel it Pretending I could leave it I'm over the edge Getting harder every season To turn water into wine Colors fading each year 'till they're only black and white