These problems are killing me That pain that hurts you, doesn't let you live Makes you want to play, and pray you don't wake up again Smile so empty, rock bottom I gave up trying to get up I see no reason to insist And in the end it's you who suffers alone It still dominates me, sometimes nothing makes sense I just wanted to have an ordinary day Put everything in its place A hug could make everything better This is getting harder every day Those who were always here are no longer here Alcohol and medicine make me sleep I miss the time when I was happy I don't know what else to do My promises no longer serve I'm tired of getting hurt I can't resist All of this is suffocating me That blade... It's what makes me Makes me forget the world outside At dawn tears come to visit me I've already prayed to the heavens, asking God to listen to me So many things made my heart so numb There are triggers that I can't avoid Sleepless nights Alone and so full of myself God, please I, I can't do it anymore Help me, please help me proceed This is getting harder every day Those who were always here are no longer here Alcohol and medicine make me sleep I miss the time when I was happy