Every day my mind insists on dying who heals the one who heals? This pain is torturing me suffocating, I don't know how long I can last I failed, I couldn't heal I gave in, it consumed me My fears become real I let my faith abandon me I can't just run away I'm sorry for the mistakes I made I know, I promised to change, these ghosts insist on staying I looked in the mirror and didn't recognize myself People were too busy to listen to me A new wasted day Don't you have anything to tell me? I failed, I couldn't heal I gave in, it consumed me My fears become real I let my faith abandon me Oh God, tell me what did I do to deserve all this torment? With each step I distance myself from reality I'm tired of all this And few care This isn't about attention, it's just that the pain really exists I can't just run away I'm sorry for the mistakes I made I know, I promised to change, these ghosts insist on staying