E By the way you are in my my head Every hour till I'm back in bed B I wonder if you feel me too But I am sure you are thinking of someone new E I'll be watching you on my screen Your pretty smile your voice serene B My favorite person that I know Why do you always have to go E Those lovely eyes Mesmerized E We were just friends Believing in lies B I don't regret B You grew on me I wish we still had time to bе E A fireball E A shock grenade Evеrybody so afraid B Of what we could do B Me and you But it ain't true N.C. Fuck is it true [Pre-Chorus] A And now nothing makes sense E So you can find me A I am over here on the fence Baby F#m I lost you B Now you lost me F#m So farewell B Let things be F#m B I bid you adieu E Be happy E B x2 [Verse] E I think I will go E For a walk E Or a run At the park B Pick some berries B Build a fire B In my backyard When it's dark E Drink my coffee everyday Create my monsters while stories play B Read my books B Stay online Tell myself that I'll be fine E Write my songs E Go on tour Why do I still do this for B I stare myself in the mirror I think I seeing me much clear E And I hope you are living in harmony With your charming prince who I couldn't be B Though I never thought that we were wrong A I always knew you would move along [Bridge] E And I find myself longing just to be alone A You are a exception Baby F#m Otherworldly B Lovely Ferry F#m I want you B You don't need me F#m B Thanks for riding a while on my fruitless journey E B x3 E F#m B A E [Outro] E F#m When you go away I am not waiting for you B A E You never promised to stay but I wished we seen this through F#m I guess it was just me that I hoped you feel it too B A E But feeling aren't real and friendships not true F#m I have so much to say but my words are so few B A E But now you are so far away and I am still waiting for you F#m The colors drip from my trees B A E I'll worship that ghost as I am brought to my knees F#m I am not feeling afraid It is all my choice B A E I'll leave my mind in the dirt and two beautiful boys You won't see me again F#m don't hang up on me B E A E You were my only real friend but why not my baby