Lying to myself and you Deny - no one has a clue Using - I do drugs everyday Keeping the pain away They will never know I have lost my sense I have it under control That's what I tell my friends What have I done to me To my friends and family This is pure fucking hell I must kill myself Soon they all will say I need to be put away I'm getting fucking close Dying by an overdose No one knows I do coke I do smack I do smoke I do dust I do pills For myself No one else Addiction [x5] Denial