come here in silence and kiss me quiet lying on the floor i'm acting dumb like you wanted but i'm not your kid anymore i'm not your bastard john just because i played along i'm not your bastard john just because i played along you're just a comma you give me pause with your temporary charm but i'm distorted can't you see it when i'm underneath you trying not to look alarmed i'm not your bastard john just because i played along i'm not your bastard john i'm not your bastard john so don't try to fake me out with some bulls*** promise that you didn't have to say you present to me just keeps on giving every damn day i'm not your bastard john