I had to walk among the brutes, and I felt nothing but disgust Leading a double life amidst our murderous enemies My downright lie, a bold disguise in the cruelest of all times To save a few of the doomed Yes, I threw a tantrum against God I will not trust, I can't believe in You And so I learned that courage is a whisper It is a whisper from above You did not hear Just for one moment, an all-embracing silence So oppressive and obscure But this moment lasted years Before blackness falls, our time is standing still In the darkest of all nights We yielded hope to the lost Yes, I threw a tantrum against God I will not trust, I can't believe in You So I learned that courage is a whisper It is a whisper from above You did not hear It was a small price to pay Yet just one drop of solace In an ocean of tears I knew You did not hear Ah In the abyss, you're faced with the choice Good or evil, there's nothing in between I could not deny myself We upheld life in the realm of the dead I threw a tantrum against God I will not trust, I can't believe in You And so I learned that courage is a whisper It is a whisper from above You did not hear It was a small price to pay Yet just one drop of solace In an ocean of tears You knew