If I could have every thought As though for the first time I’d never get sick of The patterns of my mind But I am stuck If things go my way I’ll stay in this room Where tonight I want tô lay Kissing someone new With a familiar face I can’t replace Because remembering, no It hasn’t been enough It’s like the partial glow A bright flower gives off At night Color imprecise What if I told you It’ll all just end the same And then turned tô you Showed you my game You’d believe I’m stuck Until I get ahold of A stranger tô remind me I don’t contain the world It is outside, can’t I see? And in it I’m this lucky girl And how tô play my role ‘Til I get too old By then remembering, oh It better be enough I’ll be covered head tô toe In the faded flower patterns of Memories Of nights like these Of good times passed I’ll be home at last And I will give Myself a fucking break If things go my way I’ll stay in this room Where again I want tô lay Kissing someone new Who tells me Something pretty Só that I too Can feel like someone new