Lose on again, this once drives turned to red I'm sorry that I fucked up I was out of my head Now I'm all alone in my bed Dreams of my sleep that seem to reoccur I write these letters that I never said to her I think that after all it matters Seems like only yesterday I spoke to her It's a smile I try to remember It's an easy thing to feel it's of winter It's a smile I try to always remember Each year at Christmas I receive your call Sounds like a family's well But I can tell you more Happiness you couldn't afford Seems like only yesterday I spoke to her It's a smile I try to remember It's an easy thing to feel it's of winter It's a smile I try to remember