Get away, I don't wanna look at me I'm ok, really I don't wanna be And when I feel numb I hide in my fantasy I can now become whatever I wanna be And you took it all away, and you got away The anonymous, when it comes broken promises you say you're not to blame Fake personalities getting in the way Can't escape all the tragedy staring at your face Insane, everybody fake, all I see is pain Gotta wait, now you gotta wait till it breaks your mind, you hate Your state, why negotiate when you don't wanna change Sugar coating got you fucking hoping it's not a mistake Dedicated, had been fated Got your mindset elevated, covered in dread Trying to fake it till you make it, forgot to weight it I'm the monster you created, I awaited Try me, think of yourself so highly But you can't stay still beside me Read you like a diary Like a kid who's been too whiny Whine but they just wanna play We're not the same, I never got a name Blank face, you couldn't contemplate Used to being given everything on a mfuckin' plate Now you got nothing to lose and nothing to gain And I got nothing to prove, and no one to blame You can call it mental abuse, but it's my cocaine Sick of waiting for it to bloom, afraid to be late Feel so full but at the same time so empty Something deep inside is hungry but gives me plenty Of time, doesn't want a snack, it waits for a grand feast Take it slow but do it right, and once I get it I repeat Day after day, I got no time to rest Sorry but you can't stay, got no place for a guest Don't pretend to understand the emotion expressed Look for your own path, mine is too complex to detect