Every day something else falls apart in the house Fix the sink then the lights burn out Car crashed, rent due, rain in the ceiling Smile outside but inside I'm bleeding Everyone turned ghosts when the storms came in Left me fighting wars I ain't choosing Sitting in meetings with the noise in my head Boss talking but my chest feel bruising Hospital nights with the IV drip Clock don't stop, I can't rest a bit Life keep swinging, I just take that hit Bend don't break, I refuse to quit Pushed to the edge of who I am No control but I trust the plan World so cold but my heart still stand Lost so much but I know I can I'm still me After everything I break, I heal Still me Life gets hard, I let it be Push me close, I don't freeze To the limit, watch me be Still me Bills on the table like weights on my spine Every second running out of time No vacation from the pressure inside Every sunrise another uphill climb Bullied young, they laughed at the scars Didn't see I was fighting in the dark Now the pain turned fuel in my heart Engine loud when I finally start Lost a lover I thought would stay Now his number just fades away Had to learn some hearts don't stay But I stayed me anyway I been tested again and again Closed doors shaped who I am Nothing promised, nothing planned Still I stand, still I stand I'm still me After everything I break, I heal Still me Life gets hard, I let it be Push me close, I don't freeze To the limit, watch me be I'm still me Never change Never break, I heal again Still me Life is good, I live in it Push me back, I won't quit To the limit, watch me win Still me