Haunted by memories I held your hands, they were so cold I swear I hear your voice in my head Lost in another realm 'Cause I could search for you forever I don't fit in anymore I'm getting harder to love The pressure's eating me up I thought that life would be fun I'm losing faith in myself Don't know if I'll see tomorrow Go back to when we were young When we weren't rock bottom Trapped in a nightmare No one can come and save me from I drown away in all the sorrow Feels like a thousand years Until we get to be together I don't feel safe anymore The grief is messing me up I hurt the people I love I thought that life would be fun I'm losing faith in myself Don't know if I'll see tomorrow Go back to when we were young When we weren't rock bottom I'm losing faith in myself Faith in myself When we were young Not at rock bottom Faith in myself When we were young Weren't rock bottom I'm not ashamed of myself I admit I'm not well I work on my mental health Somehow I'll figure it out