She says that it's in my head I can't let go of all the memories but I know I can't live in the past anymore she says she is all alone and that even when I'm in the house it never feels like I'm at home every time we spend together I'm tired and I'm scared and I'm upset but I still wanna try because I want everything to be the way it used to be when we could tell eachother that we loved eachother she is everything to me and I can't see how I'm gonna leave I feel like I am all alone and I don't know if there is anyway she and I can make it on our own I wanna tell her how much I love her and how beautiful she is to me that I still wanna try