I make mistakes, I hate myself Took my demons off the shelf Drank em' down and put us both through hell Your mom's birthday, I showed up late Bloodshot eyes and heavy shakes You're fighting with your dad now I'm to blame I swear to God I hear you when you say Go get some help and we'll see better days I'm hard to love I'm so hard to love You build me up and I just self destruct I'm hard to love When is enough enough I can't believe that you're not giving up I'm not good like you You know it's true I'm hard to love Got the message, read the texts Caught me flirting with my ex It meant nothing, I meant no disrespect I don't know why I do this to myself I'm all fucked up, I've gotta get some help I'm hard to love I'm so hard to love You build me up and I just self destruct I'm hard to love When is enough enough I can't believe that you're not giving up I'm not good like you You know it's true I'm stubborn, I'm lazy Sometimes my head gets so crazy It's got my confidence fading and now I'm self-deprecating If you left I'd understand I know this wasn't in your plan I could be a better man if you just let me I'm hard to love I'm so hard to love You build me up and I just fuck it up I'm hard to love When is enough enough I can't believe that you're not giving up I'm not good like you You know it's true I'm hard to love I'm hard to love I'm hard to love I'm hard to love