Well there's no saving me If you think that I be trippin it's the same for me When I die don't want no fame on me I'm such a wreck that I feel guilty if you pray for me I put the blame on me And I think its necessary when I hate on me Cause myself is still the bane of me The only enemy I have is all the pain in me I gotta stop when I talk like that I cannot break it in my mind and then it get right back A ghost inside me that I can't fight back I cannot change it any more than I can change my past I'm everything I hate I can't escape I hit the cart until I'm MIA I know I sealed my fate When I finally came to terms but now I'm not okay Like, who let me get this way You don't know me I'm a bomb boutta go off Blue poison in my veins Left for dead I need a map now I'm so lost