So many nights I lie awake Thinking which pill should I take To suffocate the memories Before they all devour me You kill away the best part of me I can't remember what it's like to breathe You go on unphased, it's just so natural for you Wreck my head, leave me for dead You're gone and you're never to Return meanwhile I am fighting for air Clutching vacant memories I envy you, must be nice Slip away and not think twice Staying here in my brain When there's nothing left but pain You burn away the best part of me I can't remember what it's like to breathe You go on unphased, it's just too natural for you Wreck my head, leave me for dead You're gone and you're never to return Meanwhile I'm here fighting for air Clutching vacant memories It's not fair It's not fair It's not fair, you'd leave me stranded No hope you'll be rescuing me Just these God forsaken vacant memories Scenarios consuming me Crimson color's all I see It's touching you, It's crushing me All these thoughts won't let me be And I can't go on living out here on my own When you walk scott free with the best part of me Wreck my head, leave me for dead You're gone and you're never to Return meanwhile I am fighting for air Clutching vacant memories It's not fair It's not fair It's not fair, you'd leave me stranded No hope you'll be rescuing me Just these God forsaken vacant memories