I'm really not used to this I'm usually cool with it But something must've changed in my plans 'Cause I wanna spend it all with you Don't call me up at night Don't tell me I'm your type Don't dare to look me with those eyes I might just think that they're all mine And I already know how this ends Don't wanna be the one left again I'd rather be dead I'm not your lover I'm just a phase No I'm not the one that you call when you're sober But maybe the world could end then you would find it special Won't tell me to go again Not the typa girl that gets you on your knees You can keep all of your thoughts 'bout me Afraid to find out I'm not what you need Just the placeholder you keep til she comes around I'm getting insecure right now I hate that you validate me for shit I hate how pathetic I become under your skin No it's fatal now My friends getting worried now In like a masochistic kinda way I kinda love you please don't stay Do you feel me now? I'll do it to make you proud 'Cause we'll always want the things we can't keep But by the end of it it's just me I'm not your lover I'm just a phase No I'm not the one that you call when you're sober But maybe the world could end then you would find it special Won't tell me to go again