Yeah I'm so far from myself, you don't know how it feel This whole fit in Margiela, can't even tell We find every one of his brothers, shake them down, uh I just went, chopped the top off Take this ho' to Amalfi We'll knock his socks off, we'll send him running Catch him at the crosswalk, huh, dump him I don't know what I got left, I don't know my purpose You been making me nervous Selective as hell, what you sharin' with me I'm stuck here worrying 'Bout every last thing that you saying to me Shit make less sense to me, you flip quick, you not a friend of me Ben Frank' got the best of me, that ten thou' feel like a band to me Ten— in a van with me, he a dead guy, tryna throw hands with me Every one of my mans with me, finna chop down his whole family tree Whole heart, you can take that too, big watch, cost 10 times 8 plus 2 Take another, it change my mood I know it ain't love, you would fake that too I know I'm way farther away than before, I can't really blame you much You don't make no time to text or call, it don't really take too much I been spending some hours a day, just thinking out loud, I'm waiting on help I'm hundreds of miles away, still thinking about how great it could be I'm just one call away, been drinking a lot, and waiting for you I'm throwing it all away, I hate it a lot, it's better for you