I thought Maybe you could love me like you used to Even though I'm Different I've been really hating your touch These feelings I'm having got me so fucked up And I'm sipping on some Gin and tonic with a cigarette butt Spent a few years in a bad place Lost time to the pain that I mistraced Bleeding heart for a girl that I misplaced So fucked up on the pills that I mistake And I can't get my head right So I'm smoking on that loud pack Five shots to the dome, throw them all back You call my line, yeah, you know I get a heart attack Yeah, and I might relapse Gotta pop a couple pills so I can relax Heard you talking on my name I don't need that But if you need me baby, you know I come right back And sleeping alone Gets harder when it's cold Could you hit my phone So I know you got home I wanna know? I need you right here I gotta go, I don't want you my dearly I don't want you I don't need you I won't wait up I don't feel you I won't stay up I won't leave you now I'ma need you to let you go Want to run it back or leave you out in the cold I'ma leave you on your own Even after hope, I will never let you go yeah I've been really hating your touch These feelings I'm having got me so f*cked up And I'm sipping on some Gin and tonic with a cigarette butt Spent a few years in a bad place Lost time to the pain that I mistraced Bleeding heart for a girl that I misplaced So fucked up on the pills that I mistake You're never gonna give up on me Are you?