Ever since one fated day My world's been fading to gray Despite the unclouded sky Staining the Earth with its dye Afraid of taking the leap Or to forevermore sleep With cowardice as my guard I'll keep enduring these scars A spiral without an end To solitude I'm condemned Barely able to recall How full of joy I once was My life now follows this trend Of every day that I spend Staring into a screen And simply daring to dream Oh How fucking foolish that I used to be Why did I ever think forgiveness would be granted to me Sealed within an embrace of chilling contempt It's clear for all to see This is where I've always belonged The future I've chased Of which I've dreamt Begins its slow entropy A fate so cruely prolonged Another sunrise to greet Another taste to defeat The cycle's once more disturbed And time feels all the more blurred To be alive with no goal Is slowly draining my soul If my whole life's been in vain I think I might go insane Say, what else is left But remaining as a slave to monotony Say, what is my cause How long will this nightmare go on Sealed within an embrace of chilling contempt It's clear for all to see This is where I've always belonged The future I've chased Of which I've dreamt Begins its slow entropy A fate so cruely prolonged Just let me feel at peace I wonder if I were to take that one final step Will the sky let me sleep Chained inside what I once thought would be my sanctuary The shackles rust yet never break Forced to see myself torn By which path I'll pursue Maybe I'll be reborn And return as somebody new And if that were to be I could make up for everything I lack So the next time the sky smiles at me I can smile back