I've been thinking overtime Still drinking I feel nothing I suppose Still breathing until it grips my throat And though I'll try, push, everything aside still I want to feel alive Tear the knife out of my side let this go Heavy lies the weight on me Closed my eyes and drove until I hit something (The misery) I've become an actor so no one can see Struggling with the weeds that grow inside The weeds that grow inside of me Oh, oh Defeated Just give me one good reason I should fight when there's no light Down in this rabbit hole Always anxious We blur the lines, get faded Please someone come and save me Before I lose all control Heavy lies the weight on me Closed my eyes and drove until I hit something (The misery) I've become an actor so no one can see Struggling with the weeds that grow inside The weeds that grow inside of me Choked by the roots of despondency No one's safe I've been walking on a fine line Like I got nine lives Still I'm all smiles but nobody knows There's no light inside this rabbit hole