Four years of sadness T’was once upon a time A few mistakes ago Only I couldn’t see The way that he was hitting me My inside’s shattered This is not love Not with those few moments that we had Alcohol unleashed The monster in you Just floating with the tides Swimming against lies They pulled me underneath Pulled into, into the sea You suffocated me with fear Drowned my life, a million tears All these memories, they make me see The beauty in being free These memories they’re haunting you Now you can’t forget me I see the regret but I don’t care Alcohol unleashed The monster in you Just floating with the tides Swimming against lies They pulled me underneath And pushed me to see the monster in me What we had was not a game You promised to change There’s no second chance You died Again and again Don’t say you’re sorry You’re out of time The pain will fall away And one day Scar-less life will find its way For you I see the end Horror within Selfishness to death, begin Monsters descend