My love, what did you find in this lone house? This bench has always been so bare Lacking warmth Lacking the colors that should have been there I still remember how it started and how suffocated I was When you pulled my air away Right after going down the stairs Your gaze pierced me so deeply I felt my bones exposed Within you Like a forgotten pawn Drawing my circle in your compass We were bound to each other Forever entwined What did you find in this lone house? It has always been so bare Lacking warmth Lacking the colors I locked my heart inside your body and gave you the key I held your wrist for a while and painted a watercolor on me We were the last of our kind Guiding our blind passion through a thorny decline I saw our essence notched in stone when your name came to me I used to despair when the curtains dropped And you left the room I think my play didn’t entertain you enough I was waiting until I’m whole again When I get lost in your grace I find myself in your maze I still remember when it all started And how suffocated I was When you pulled my air away I still remember All kindness was in you, speaking to me, coming with greed Soaking me in your silhouette and whispering in my ears with your breeze But you shattered every part of me, piece by piece Your fantasy ended and ripped my ego Nails were carved into flesh Walls were built between us Brick by brick You probably don’t see my face when you wake, far from here But I promise, my dear To always remember yours My curse I miss the colors you washed away