I wanna make my world stop burning Closing this momentary lapse, thinking about the end While I wait for night to come by Bringing a relief that only I know It’s all that I know Hollow memories collapse in this senseless days Perspective slips through my fingers What should have mattered fades Away like sand in the coldest wind My life was sold to this world Cursed matter without regret or compassion slamming my head on the wall Over and over again By opening my chest, I seek beauty outside With the weight of the world on my shoulders Spilling blood in this cage that holds me Erasing myself until there’s nothing left Until absence fills the room with dust As I struggle to banish all my ghosts I recall all the mistakes that defined me Erasing myself until there’s nothing left I lose myself in the process, waking up sad in the daylight I hope one day I hope one day To be more than just a reflection In the mirror Breaking away To see the day With half of what I’ve been taught Existing where the tongue is not dry And where ears can truly hear Building my own symphony Telling a sin Even if my world stops and bleeds Realizing the beauty in being torn I let the seeds grow in the morning sun A razor in my vocal cords Speechless ‘cause I’m weak Intrinsic sickness Losing my mind I’m about to fall apart I don’t follow the rules Of an unconscious world Consuming my soul A disposable self In a meaningless plot