I writhe in agony next to you sleeping soundly I'm tickled to the point of psychomania by demons l can't name Come morning, I'm carving characters into my skin I haven't slept a wink And I think I am on the brink of another episode It is the pain that takes me home Your ordeal, my masturbation And I wish you the best of luck in your new love As for me a hapless man I've always been a hapless man I torture me to be an opiate to you Feel your shadow and convulse in primal joy Come morning I'm running pins through my hypocrisy and jealousy See my fingers and the legs of my imaginary friends And they make me hate me! It is the pain that takes me home Your ordeal, my masturbation And I wish you the best of luck in your new love As for me Choke me I am not worthy of your love Tear me all into shreds Rip me up There I go again Feeling sorry for me Ignore me I've always been a hapless man I'll leave my body when soul is good and ready I do not own it, but I' ve made it mine, all mine Come morning, I'm singing lies at the top of my lungs I haven't slept a wink And I think I am on brink of another episode It is the pain that takes me home Your ordeal, my masturbation And I wish you the best of luck in your new love As for me