Here I am again Trying to pretend I didn't dig the hole I'm standing in Guess I'm just a bad friend for Text's I didn't send When I could barely get myself out of my bed No I'm not that sorry no Just needed some time for me Am I a bad friend or was it the circumstances It always seems like what you need is what I can't give I'm tryna be there even when it's hard to be here I lost myself again I know I over extend a little too much cause I'm insecure And I hate to see things end So I let myself pretend that everything's okay When I'm not sure No I'm not that sorry no Just needed some time for me Am I a bad friend or was it the circumstances It always seems like what you need is what I can't give I'm tryna be there even when it's hard to be here Am I a bad friend or am I done taking chances It always seems like you take what we have for granted I'm tryna be there even when it's hard to be here Am I a bad friend or was it the circumstances It always seems like what you need is what I can't give I'm tryna be there even when it's hard to be here