I, I try Oh, I I try, I try? To find that simple peace of mind Am I still or am I changed? Does my body reflect the pain of yesterday? Oh, my, my body My body weighs me down Its inhabitable oooh Is it habitable now? Am I still a woman today? Or has all these years taken my air away? Oh, is my body still me? Can I know my body again? To know all of its needs! So I start to undress And I take one nervous glance I look at my reflection and I find myself again Oh, I, I find I'm rediscovering myself Through the mending of lines Sprawled across My broken body Oh, shattered me I bind my seams With gold leaf And awakened in my corporeal need Oh, moral me I'm a worthy being I am sincerely me For this is my body whole again And complete For I'm a woman healed And in that I am a powerful being! And as I undress I allow myself to finally see That I am allowed a happiness Despite what has once ravished me And I won’t be shamed! My only commodity is not my body nor face I’ve survived the darkest of my days And I will not be haunted by that sure pain Oh, beauty reframed! By the dignity I rightfully claim I’ve been bestowed a certain grace By allowing hope to take darkness’ place Oh, how I have been saved Been saved By my inexhaustible flame My vulnerability is my strength Now I rejoice in my feminine ways For I was taught to honor what is true and brave And as I undress I see me Clearly for the woman I’ve become And I do not fear her at all For I know that I will fall again But I know That I can get back up For I have the strength of a thousand suns Oh, I am Yes I am I am Again