If I try to be happy, you bring me down That's why I made this song hear me now I wake up in the dark There's no one with me Evil thoughts inside my head They are defeating me Every step that I give They are waiting to judge me Yes, maybe I'm a bad kid Try to understand me In the empty world I'm flying, ready to fall One cup of red wine Everything comes down Maybe I should go away But I rather stay I got my love next to me Even I'm wrong all day You kill me many times While I'm just trying to survive You hit inside my heart Repeating that will be all right I can't be me can't be happy You want me bad you want me sad Things won't change, never There's very evil thoughts in my head Oh Oh Oh I wake up in the dark There's no one with me Evil thoughts inside my head They are defeating me Every step that I give They are waiting to judge me Yes maybe I'm a bad kid Try to understand me In the empty world I'm flying, ready to fall One cup of red wine Everything comes down Maybe I should go away But I rather stay I got my love next to me Even I'm wrong all day You kill me many times While I'm just trying to survive You hit inside my heart Repeating that will be all right I can't be me can't be happy You want me bad you want me sad Things won't change, never There's very evil thoughts in my head Oh Oh Oh Maybe the chaos are killing me slowly