Every time I close my eyes, I'm no longer sleepy My head has been so busy Lay it down when I feel so dizzy Side effects of what they give me Got me up till the Sun can't get me And I'm anxiously tryin' to find some sleep But the wind outside still blows When the clock strikes three and the thoughts won't leave It's a lost cause, tryin' to control them Every time I close my eyes, I'm no longer sleepy Even if I kill the lights, I know they can see me Wide awake, I walk the halls, feelin' so uneasy Every time I close my eyes, I'm no longer sleepy Feelin' my heartbeat gettin' so loud Checkin' my pulse, but it won't slow down Does it hurt when the help you found Made it all worse, could it turn around? Anxiously tryin' to find some sleep But the wind outside's still blowin' When the clock strikes three and the thoughts won't leave It's a lost cause, tryin' to control them Every time I close my eyes, I'm no longer sleepy Even if I kill the lights, I know they can see me Wide awake, I walk the halls, feelin' so uneasy Every time I close my eyes, I'm no longer sleepy Someone tell me what I need to keep producin' dopamine I'm sick of this paroxetine No fight, no flight, I simply freeze My side effects are all I see I don't think this is savin' me 'Cause every time I close my eyes, I'm no longer sleepy