Spinning right in front of me You used to be someone to me Who took all of my energy And had some infidelities The real estate inside my head You took is never coming back But you said that it wasn't personal And every time you lied to me It's like I didn't want to see 'Cause I thought you were beautiful And beauty doesn't want to be Mischevious and devious And set a fire unto us But you were never beautiful at all I wasn't fine to begin with Walked all those lines to begin with But you forced me, to work on myself Because you put me through hell (I guess I should thank you for that) I'm okay But it was a real close call It went from a walk to a crawl Had to tear down the Berlin Wall I was panicking panicking but Hey I guess that I survived you And that shit was hard to do I've had every shade of the blues Since I met you I think that I am over it But then I see you out again Laughing with a group of friends There he is you're holding hands Makes me feel pathetic And a little bit erratic So I drink till I can't stand And you know I won't confront you Even though it's all I wanna do Probably best to just ignore it Both impossible and true I wasn't fine to begin with Walked all those lines to begin with But you forced me, to work on myself Because you put me through hell (Thank you for that) I'm okay But it was a real close call It went from a walk to a crawl Had to tear down the Berlin Wall I was panicking panicking but Hey I guess that I survived you And that shit was hard to do I've had every shade of the blues Since I met you She loves me, she loves me not The petals hit the floor And what you get is what you got When you can't pull no more