I be going through the most Y'all be going just to boast Y'all be going just to toast Y'all be breaking bread, yeah, my mama fed, daddy got on him a robe It's Brandy when she was Kobe I'm hanging on the side of the boat I'm tossing the diamond, ain't finding the rose You calling me Jackie, I'm feeling like Job What happens when praying don't cope? What happens when saying I'm cold? Maybe I'm Anna and Elsa, maybe I'm froze Maybe the daily is prose Maybe it's murder she wrote It's killing me I'm feeling the enemy more than the Trinity This ain't for sympathy Yeah Now I write another Psalm to You, oh, God [Oh, God] Father, show me Your heart, ask You one more time Let my prayer rise to You, Lord, hear my cry Give me faith to shoot these arrows in the dark I got me some mini-mes They walking and talking like mommy I'm trying to remind them that time is a runner Sha' Carri, my fear it is near and it's gunna for me Trigger finger, Kate Spade, Bourdain, Robin Williams, it's a wonder to be Alive Hard is the way to life Maybe 'cause we got a vice Maybe 'cause we gotta vibe When it's time to die, every single night I don't gotta get high, all I gotta do is swipe Mind is a busy body, mind floating like a kite I'ma grab it from the sky Ask my Daddy if He has it, can He make it happy? Can He make it light? Abba, can You make it right? I don't wanna take its life But it's telling me to go with it Don't control it, just roll with it Mind broken, just fix it It's twisted, my soul did it And that trauma from mama, I know in it Abba, Bible, and Yebba is goals My mind is a rebel, it goes The devil is testing us, hold The blessedness next to the chest till it knows The reverence, the hope I know it's a hope This ain't killing me I'm feeling the Trinity more than the enemy This ain't for sympathy Yeah Now I write another Psalm to You, oh, God [Oh, God] Father, show me Your heart, ask You one more time Let my prayer rise to You, Lord, hear my cry Give me faith to shoot these arrows in the dark Way before BC, you ain't no CC, God of love, ain't no way You gon' stop You walk on the sea and You welcome me into Heaven, thank You for the cross But I find joy when I cry to You 'cause You put my head closer to Your heart When I'm down hopeless, I need to cope less, I remind myself You never fold