It's rainy outside and there's only one place I can go It's starting to feel like forever was so long ago Does it make you happier knowing I spend my days alone? Does it make you happier? I'll never know Falling ain't easy with you Hardest thing I held onto Wish I didn't have to pretend That I still had you I used to believe that you'd come back and stay in my arms But it's taking too long now it feels like a waste of my heart Does it make you happier knowing I spend my days alone? Does it make you happier? I'll never know Falling ain't easy with you The hardest thing I held onto Wish I didn't have to pretend That I still had you Falling ain't easy with you The hardest thing I held onto Wish I didn't have to pretend That I still had you Wish I didn't have to pretend That I still had you