I've been trying to change my ways Not lose my faith If I don't take the step Then I'll just stay the same Staring at the screen again through night and day Hard to keep my confidence in fucking place I know you wonder where I've been For how life's so low A place that's stuck in time And clocks are wrong The Sun don't shine And birds don't sing along Upside down and nothing's where it belongs Self-destruct and fix me up Before I tear the seams or stitch them up If I cut the thread, I'm close enough To the edge to end where I began Reckon I could do that Reckon I could do that Reckon I could do that Oh my God Maybe I'm clueless Ignorant to what the truth is Can't run or hide Baby, it's useless Know that I've been playing stupid To save myself from me and no one else Before I decay or melt Or wither in hell Tired of acting like it's fine Wish I could speak my fucking mind When I'm here, my tongue is tied When I'm there, I'm free to fly I need to get away from here Ignore all my biggest fears Feel the sounds ring through my ears Cause I know you wonder where I've been For how life's so low A place that's stuck in time And clocks are wrong The Sun don't shine And birds don't sing along Upside down and nothing's where it belongs Self-destruct and fix me up Before I tear the seams or stitch them up If I cut the thread, I'm close enough To the edge to end where I began Reckon I could do that Reckon I could do that Reckon I could do that Oh my God