Stay Awake

There's a lot of things I feel
I feel worried, I feel really scared
I got monsters in my head
Things feel empty when I'm not with my friends

I don't know what I'm feeling
Looks can be deceiving
Staring at the ceiling
Tell myself I'm okay
I laugh, I'm barely breathing
All the thoughts that I keep in
No, it should be sleeping
But it stay awake

It's getting harder and harder and harder
To stay awake
It's getting harder and harder and harder
To stay awake

There's a lot of things I feel
I feel frightened, I feel really weak
Guilt lingers in my chest
Tomorrow doesn't seem to come very fast

I don't know what I'm feeling
Looks can be deceiving
Staring at the ceiling
Tell myself I'm okay
I laugh, I'm barely breathing
All the thoughts that I keep in
No, it should be sleeping
But it stay awake

It's getting harder and harder and harder
To stay awake
It's getting harder and harder and harder
To stay awake

Till I comes and it all seems okay
My fears fade away into
Then the night shows it's face
And toe takes its place, oh, no

I don't know what I'm feeling
Looks can be deceiving
Staring at the ceiling
Tell myself I'm okay
I laugh, I'm barely breathing
All the thoughts that I keep in
No, it should be sleeping
But it stay awake

It's getting harder and harder and harder
To stay awake
It's getting harder and harder and harder
To stay awake