So baby if we're going down I don't wanna remember That I was there to watch us fall and learn that nothing's forever I can feel the distance, your heart seems unsure You put me through hell cause loving you is a war I hope to God you're happy, I hope that you had fun You'll get what you deserve when all is said and done I don't know when, I don't know how But that was then and this is now So baby if we're going down I don't wanna remember That I was there to watch us fall and learn that nothing's forever And now your secrets have come out, you justify my doubts I gave you my trust, put all my faith in us It's bound to rain inside your eyes Cause honey you've been caught, as the guilt multiplies Take a bow are you proud? Baby if we're going down I don't wanna remember That I was there to watch us fall and learn that nothing's forever Yeah I don't wanna lose it all I wanna get it together But I know it's gonna get much worse before it's gonna get better That was then, this is now I don't know when, I don't know how I don't know if I'll survive but God I'll try